Heartsore

It has been a long time i have not updated my blog. It is because i have been busy with studies and other shits. haha... or sometimes i have this feeling to write but when i turn on my laptop, everything goes blank.

I put up one of my current favorite song up there. Since that is what i am feeling right now. Let's just start what has been happening to me lately.

First thing first, is it wrong for telling someone about our opinion? to comment on something. what is life, when we just have to keep quite about it? i know sometimes words can hurt a person. The fact that, you can comment on someone so easily, but when you yourself are being commented you can't even accept it. When i seriously told you that don't take it seriously, you clearly stated that it is okay. Yet, you threw tantrums after that. How childish is that?! If you're not okay with it, just say it! Don't go and shout like a crazy maniac and make me the bad guy to everyone else.

When you do that, not only you are hurting! I got hurt too! It makes me feel guilty and sick of you! Don't keep everything to your heart so often. I know everything what you have been keeping just splashed at me at that time. It hurts so badly!

You said before don't make a small issue into a big thing. It's so immature but everything that happened clearly showed you are just the same with others that make this kind of issue into a big thing.

If you want people to believe your "story"(to make them on your side). Go ahead. I'm used to it. It's the world people, that's how things go! All i know is that my side is the true side. One day, truth will comes out!

What i told is true! I don't say things if that thing is not true. I can be a joker sometimes, but when it comes to serious thing, i am serious about it!

Go ahead and make your status calling me a bitch, a bimbo, a stuck-up bitch, fake, hypocrite, cruel, and etc.

Because what you said about me is also reflecting to you back.

Hope you judge this matter maturely and we can still be friends like we used too.

I'm writing this so that you can easily understand me through my writing because i know if we talk, you preferred to "shout" about it. Makes everything hard to understand.

So i hope, you understand me. I'm not a perfect friend, i can be harsh/sarcasm/cynical sometimes but i just want you to know on top of that i love everyone that i know to bits!

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